Am I struck

Am I struck ? Or am I caught in a mud pool ?

For some weeks ( extending to months now) I am doing nothing.

Getting up ; having a shower ; break fast lunch tea and supper. Watching TV. checking emails. browsing the net. And to bed. Occasionally attending to unavoidable routines like paying bills, children's school fees, buying groceries etc.,

Is the conflict melting to become a non entity or morphing into a lazy bump.

I don't know.

But I know that the new phenomenon cant last.

But how soon will it give way ?

Tell me if you know.